Once again I find myself unable to explain what I'm feeling, curled up on the couch with tears streaming down my cheeks.
Once again, I know not why I cry.
Maybe I'm defective..too many years of holding it all in, being tough maybe it's all taken it's toll... Like Mohammed took too many punches to the head..I've taken too many hits to the heart.
Maybe I think too much..I should just let things just happen after all life is just a series of random events...right?
**sigh**
Yet another post I don't know where I'm going, just more emotional ramblings.
