In order to keep my sanity while i go through my present situation i have decided to take up blogging again, this is my first one in a long while so forgive me if i ramble on aimlessly.
I have once again found myself in the exact situation i was in exactly 3 months ago now alot of people are gonna say i told you so and how could you be so foolish. In reality i ask myself the same thing, HOW could i let this happen again. Truthfully i believed he would change, i believed he would see his mistakes and change for me. How childish and unbelievable right...i mean how can you mistake the evil bastard with Prince Charming ? In reality i'm starting to give up on all that fairy tale stuff, maybe i should have a long time ago it would've prevented all this hurt now
Right now i'm crying as i write this i fought hard for a relationship and a friendship i believe in only to have him give it up because it suits him right now. The water falls from my eyes too easily considering i've been here before with him already, considering i've done this exact thing before. I thought that this time around i would see it coming and i'd stop it, i thought i could stop myself from getting hurt but what can i say i was a fool. To everyone who warned me, you were right!! and i'm sorry i ever defended him.....he is a lying cheating hurtful bastard who's only interested in self gratification. I forgave him once and he did the same thing...no more
To err is human, to forgive divine......divinity hurts, don't forgive!
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